let's see what humanity is capable of handling

How do you comprehend that all you’ve ever wanted is slowly becoming everything you have? I’m not going to say Dylan is perfect because that’s cliche and stupid and people aren’t really perfect but he’s ever so close. There’s something about him that makes me so very happy. I don’t know whether it’s his laugh, his smile, his eyes, his perspective on things, his sense of adventure, the way he kisses me, or his humor, but there’s something. And I sound crazy and stupid but I just really like him for him. It’s so different to feel wanted by someone that means a lot to you. I don’t know how he still wants me after he found out about most of my weaknesses, my body, everything. One day I’ll tell him everything. I’ll tell him the one thing that I’ve never told anybody, ever. I’m so glad I met him and this is turning into something great. The distance is becoming less of a bother because when I do see him, I appreciate the time we have and I appreciate him more. I’m trying my best not to put my walls up and run away from something so great, but I’ll admit, I’m awfully scared. But I’m also the happiest I’ve been in a long, long time. I’m so glad someone so lovely is in my life. Thankyou Dylan, for everything.